I haven’t written for over a month, almost 2 months, and I’m fully aware of this. I’ll just be transparent to whoever is reading this and say it’s because I really haven’t felt like writing. But I have my reason for this, too. In short, life is weird.
I don’t really know how to say it any other way. My life in the past few months has been stressful, and that’s all I can really say to describe it.
It’s weird how everything can change so dramatically in the span of a year, a month, a week, or even a day. Your whole world can go from a “perfect bubble”, to as if your treading through a pit of snakes, where every step you’re afraid to get bitten.
I guess the worst part is that, in some way, I knew what’s going on in my life was inevitable; I knew it was coming, but, the part of me that might be a little too optimistic told me to go forward anyway.
And I guess I don’t know if what I did, and where I’m at, I’m not sure if it’s the best possible outcome of what my life could have been, say, I chose a different path in life, but nonetheless, that can’t be changed now, so there’s no point in dwelling on that, though, I always wonder…
The point of this post is just to say I’m sorry for not writing, as well as sort of an update of what’s going on in my life.
I’m not sure how this whole situation will play out, but I guess the only thing I can do is just “keep playing” and hope it turns out for whatever the best might be.
Like everyone around has told me so far….
You’re young, so don’t worry.
thanks for reading,